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Self-Deprecation

Tell a girl she's beautiful a million times, and she'll never believe you. Call her ugly once, and she'll never forget it. --@CauseWereGirls

True. 

But I never think that when a specific person tell that you're ugly is going to impact so much. And I'm struggling with self-deprecation. 

Damn. 

I never thought that I'm actually going to struggle with my self-esteem. I have high self-esteem. Even my mum said that she's afraid that I'm going to be cocky when I grew up one day, since she saw me that I'm an over-confident little baby girl..

*sigh*

 I really need a lot of times to upgrade myself right now.

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